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I see some light!
| Tue, 11-18-2003 - 12:48pm |
Hi Ladies! I just wanted to drop a quick note to tell you all how important you have been to me. I am doing so much better (at least the last 4 (in a row) days) I know that may change but I have learned to enjoy them when I get them. I have been on 20mg of lexapro for a month now, working out, and got two kittens to keep me company. I am seeing my pdoc every other week now, and start group therapy (for relationships and self esteem) this Thursday. I went into NYC to see 42nd Street on Sat for my Moms 80th birthday with my two sisters, and we stayed over and had a nice meal, we even went on a horse and carriage ride at midnight! I can't tell you how that weekend made me feel. I was so anxious about it, that I would be irritable and not have a good time, and bring everyone else down. And just the opposite happened. I still can't believe it. I am scared it will go away, but as I said I am living each moment as they occur. The other great thing is I am so much more focused now, and can only say it is the lexapro. I am taking something to help me sleep, but have cut down on that too. My kittens are so cute and they love me very much. That is huge too. I just hope I continue to write posts such as this and not go to that horrible black place I have visited way too many times in the past. I just want you all to know if it wasn't for you and this board, I would not have come to this place.
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Peg
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Peg

Rose
congrats to you on the good days I hope they become an everyday things for you and from the sound in your post I am sure that they will become an everday thing for you and the kittens they seem so cute by what you say I am a cat person grew up with cats but dogs that is where my heart is and they say animals are very theraputic for people I know my baby girl Lola had helped me out so much I got her a year ogo this month snd she is my angel she is so beautuful, but this isnt about me at all.
I just wanted to say congrats on the awesome out look you have and I know that it will continue for you.
So how was 42nd street? any good I have never seen it and I live about an hour out of manhattan on the dtrain if I drive that is another story cause of traffic but I would like to make it to broadway one day someday.
I am so glad that you enjoyed the show you deserved it
keep smiling be happy anjoy life.
Erin
42nd street was fabulous, go see it if you can! It will make you smile!! I wish I could bottle these good feelings and hand them out to everyone here!
thanks again for your kind words!
(((((((((((((((((Peg)))))))))))))))))))))))))
I am glad things are getting better for you, and that the Lexapro is making a difference.
I plan on participating on this board for a very long time to come. Hopefully to comfort and post to others, but I am sure there will be times I need to post just to vent or for comfort for myself. I feel so bonded to everyone here, and wish to help any way I can. I know this message board has helped me and I want to return the favor. No one deserves to feel the way we sometimes do, and all of us deserve the support and help of others. Thank you so much for helping me
Good wishes to all of you
Peg