I Just Do Not Care Anymore...Triggers...
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I Just Do Not Care Anymore...Triggers...
| Tue, 11-18-2003 - 2:05pm |
I am never going to be happy. I will always be the LOSER that I am. Nothing is ever going to change no matter how much or hard I try. I am so deep in the hole I can no longer see the light (if I ever could). I have tried to have a positive attiude and I fall on my face because I just can not do it. There is nothing positive I can focus on in my life and I do not care too anymore. I am a NEGATIVE in the world. I have no one to turn to. I have no where to go. So I just hide inside myself.
Thank - you for listening to me.
Take care of yoursleves.
Hugs,
Cathy

*Major HUGS*
You are not a loser! You have depression, that doesn't make you a loser....it's just hard to FEEL anything else.
(And here I am listening to "Bother" "Paint It Black" "It Doesn't Matter" "Nothing But You" "Pain "....but I digress *weak snort*)
Fight it. Fight it even when you want to give up, we are all here with you! Hold on and we will hold on too.
Hugs,
KarenMRH
Cathy,
Please dont hink that way YOU are NOT a looser or a negative in this world not in the least and if feel that there is nothing positive to look forward to you couldnt be more wrong, there are so many great things just waiting for you out there you just have to try to find hope and faith in yourself to help you get to those things so one day you can be happy I know it seems like an impossible task to see the light at the end of your tunnel but it is there and you will find it soon.
I am sending you loves and hugs and I hope that they help a little.
P.s. do yo have any pets?
if not did you ever think of getting one?
You to are very special ladies.
Take care of yourselves {{{{{{Karen}}}}}} }}}}}
Hugs,
Cathy
Sweetie, I know how dark that hole seems right now, but the light IS there! YOU ARE IMPORTANT!!! YOU MATTER!!!! You need to hold on honey. WE care about YOU!!! You are NOT a negative in this world! You are a POSITIVE!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T let anyone make you think any different!!!! I wish I could offer some magic cure, but there is none. All I can offer you is to take it one day, hour, minute at a time. Whichever works best for you. I know when I get to where I am at right now, focusing on the next minute gets me through, some people can manage longer blocks of time. You WILL feel better! It is my wish to you that you find Peace, Love & Light along your journey.
Foggy