going to the therapist tonight

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Registered: 11-18-2003
going to the therapist tonight
Wed, 11-19-2003 - 6:29pm
okay i am going to see my therapist tonight and I am going to have to talk to her about what is going on with my pdoc and what he said that she shouldnt be concerned about my medications cause this is crap it really is.

I have tried to go to whom she recommended but it didnt work my insurance wont accpet it which sucks.

I am very nervious about going dont know why I love marnie(my therapists name) I am so lucky I found her I really.

I feel very bad today dont know why it is nothing big at all well maybe it is you see today is wednesday and on thursdays a bunch of us go out to one of the bars now I have been good I ran into this guy I dated last week he is a doll love hm to death ended up at his place last week just to sleep that was all I couldnt drive and that is what we did sleep it was the best sleep I have had in a long time.

So I am sure I will run into him again but the thing is my sister ex fiance was there last week and he has known me since I was 14 years old I am now 28 so he still sees me as his little sister so he goes up to Jason (the guy Idated) and starts to tell him that he has his eye on jason and he better be good to me yadda yadda yadda so Jason gets freaked

out and wants to leave it took all I had to convince him not to so he stayed cause he loves me so much yet I have not heard from him at all since so I hope to god he isnt afraid of me I explained to him the whole situation so I hope that I do see him to I could maybe put his mind at ease just a little bit.

Well anyways I gotta start to get ready for my appointment plus we close in 30 minutes yeah I am mopre than ready to go home.

thanks for listening wish me luck tonight at my appointment I am sure marnie and I can come up with something I hope.

Erin