Answers to Qs about me

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Answers to Qs about me
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Fri, 11-21-2003 - 12:27pm

My other post was so vague I guess, and people asked a lot of questions.


Nobody passed away. I've just been feeling really low for almost the entire past week. I haven't broken up with the boyfriend. I honestly don't know how I would make it through that. But it has almost been a year since I found out he's married. Judge if you want, but just let me say my reasons are my own and the situation isn't what it looks like. I don't feel like explaining it all yet again. But let me say that he's afraid to do anything about it, and between that and the distance (physical) things are really hard. But I also do feel like he's my soulmate. So it is all really confusing and painful.


But thanks for the kind words from everyone. Now I have to go off and see if I can handle work. I'd call in, but I feel too much responsibility, and maybe a little bit of pleasure in knowing I'll be putting myself where I'll be even more unhappy. At least at home I don't have to be nice to anyone.


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Fri, 11-21-2003 - 12:36pm
(((Jenn)))) Nobody here would judge you. We are all in different situations, and none of them are perfect. And we all go through the down phase. I'm right there with you this week. It's been hard. And I don't want my kids to see me that way.

Hugs to you and hopefully you'll feel better soon.....Ilka



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Fri, 11-21-2003 - 12:50pm
I'm sorry you're feeling so down. I'm right there with you. Please hang in there, as things will get better. I hope anyway. Take care, and hopefully I'll see you online soon!

Trix

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Fri, 11-21-2003 - 1:33pm
(((Jenn)))

I would never judge you sweetie!

I am sending you hugs.

Pamela

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Fri, 11-21-2003 - 3:39pm

Thanks, ladies..


I worked up the courage to ask to go home sick from work. I feel like hell, and my eyes are swollen and my nose is running and my head feels hot. I never call in sick. I have over 30 days of sicktime accrued. Last time I called in was in July when my best friend had her baby and we almost lost both of them. And even then I worked two hours until they could get someone to cover. So I asked, she said "If you're sick, okay.." then threw down something and shook her head at me, and as I walked away she shouted out to the assistant manager "Jim, I'm working alone again!"


I am so angry. But I'm home where I'm safe, and she can judge me all she wants. Does she prefer to have someone who isn't feeling well handling her customers at a lower standard than usual?


And it isn't like I left her with no help. Jesus.


Oh, and guess what? We're not only open Thanksgivign, we're open for Christmas Day this year. They asked us to volunteer to work Christmas. Yeah, nice try.


Grrr


sorry for rambling, I'm just really angry right now. 7 years with the company and nobody cares.


I'm going to bed.


*Hugs*


Jenn









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Registered: 11-18-2003
Fri, 11-21-2003 - 3:50pm
(((((((((((((((((((((((JENN))))))))))))))))))))))

One thing you do NOT have to worry about here is being judged! Sweetie, I can relate very well to your situation. I know the loneliness that comes with it. If you ever want to talk about things feel free to e-mail me. I also have AIM if you want to chat. I can also relate to the dedication to your job and the crap that you have to put up with as a result. Don't know if I'll get in trouble for saying this, but SCREW THEM! What, they've never gone home sick? Sorry, I think I od'd on sunlight today:-) I'm feeling a bit rambunctious. Seriously though, don't worry about them and most of all don't let them get to you. That's exactly what they want. Easier said than done, yes I know. But, it's healthier for you honey:-) I really hope you are feeling better. And like I said, if you need to talk, I've been there and I will listen. Tldaltongang@aol.com

Hang in there sweetie! We love you!!!!!!!!

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Peace, Love & Light,

Foggy