DONT KNOW WHAT TO PUT HERE

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Registered: 11-18-2003
DONT KNOW WHAT TO PUT HERE
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Fri, 11-21-2003 - 3:10pm


I wanted to thank you ladies for replying to my post.

I also wanted to thank n2ishn for her info that she gave on borderline personality disorder I read and printed up the information. and Iwanted to add to that I had spoken to my therpist about my best friend being a possible borderline personality disorder but never thought of myself being that way and I dont think she did either nor had my pdoc said anything to me about it he gave me the diagnosis of haveing cyclothymic disorder but the info kinda discribes me but then again I am not an expert in the field but I do appreciate any and all info I can get knowledge is power.

I really dont know what is going on with me I wish I could just get it all together and figure it out and be okay just for a while it just seems like whenever I start to feel okay something knocks me back down and then the waves start to come and get bigger and bigger as time goes on and I hate it I really do and my arm bleeding cut I am not a cutter I have never been a cutter I am not trying to discount anyone who is or was not at all but I am just so confused as to why all of the sudden do what I did and it doesnt bother me.

I dont want to have anyone get mad at me for what I wrote but I am confused and hurt and afraid I slid it across my wrist seeing how deep I could go even though I know that I cant die from that way of doing it but I just wanted to dee how hard it would be to do it if needed or wanted.

I think I have said enough done enough please forgive me to anyone I may have ticked off I am sorry.

Erin

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Registered: 11-18-2003
Fri, 11-21-2003 - 3:32pm
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Sweetie! I don't know what happened to my reply from your last post, but trust me, this computer is about to learn a new version of WINDOWS!!!!!!!!!! I'm glad you got some helpful feedback though. You say you spoke to Marnie about possibly having the borderline personality disorder. Is this something you've done in the past or have you called her today? If you haven't called her today, I urge you to do so! Now, repeat after me.............ERIN is IMPORTANT! ERIN MATTERS! And keep repeating this! Sweetie, you are a very special woman and you are important to all of us here. You matter to all of us here. We all love you and want you to get the help that you need for this so it doesn't happen again. You know how to get in touch with me, so please don't hesitate. Hang in there honey. You will feel better!

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Peace, Love & Light,

Foggy