triggers

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Registered: 11-18-2003
triggers
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Sat, 11-22-2003 - 12:51pm


My friend that died in September well they are doing a homicide investigation now I just found out today, braught back alot of pain which basically intensified what I am already feeling this past two weeks or so.

I am not good right now not good at all numb no expressions nothing I cant feel anything at all.

I feel dead completley and totally dead

nothing has mattered much for a while now and just this one piece of info I just recieved has made things matter even less than they aready were like.

why is life so cruel why is it that not once in what feels like forever nothing good comes my way nothing meaningful.its all gone

Erin

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Registered: 03-27-2003
In reply to: irisheyes1975
Sat, 11-22-2003 - 1:33pm
Hi, Erin...I'm so sorry this has happened and brought back painful memories for you. You can make it through this, though...even if it's hard to believe, your life can go on, with all the good memories you have of your friend.

I'll be thinking of you,

Rose

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Registered: 07-15-2003
In reply to: irisheyes1975
Sat, 11-22-2003 - 2:11pm
(((Erin)))

I think it is just standard to check if it was a homicide or not. I know when Ash died from suicide, they investigated to make sure it was suicide. Keith died in a motorcycle accident, right? The thing is to remember that you can't do anything about it now. Just remember Keith as the great guy he was, that's the most important part.

Pamela

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