Holiday blahs
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| Wed, 11-26-2003 - 10:37am |
Hi everyone - I am no new to iviallge boards but this is the first time I have posted here. Here we are a day away from Thanksgiving and all I can think about is how I am not where I want to be in life (but don't know where that should be) and completely bummed outbecause money is so tight I have no idea how we are going to swing the holidays this year. I feel like at 32 I should be in a better place, yet I feel at a loss as to how to get there. I take 1 step forward and 2 steps back. It seems like I can never catch up. I so want to let myself get wrapped up in the magic of the season but I find myself thinking I cannot becaue life is so unfair.
I recognize that I am fortunate in so many ways but when it comes to my vision ofmyself and where I am versus where I should be...I feel like a struggling failure. And when it comes to money I feel like I KNOW we will never get ahead.
Sorry I just need a little encouragement that the holidays are not going to send me headlong into a depression this year.

(((((((Michelle))))))))
You've come to the right place for encouragement!!
Blessed Be!
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