I'm so sorry... *triggers*
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| Wed, 11-26-2003 - 12:28pm |
I’m also a horrible person, because how could I yell at my beautiful DDs. How could I hate them and their screaming and taking care of them?
I’m nuts for sure but it’s my own fault, I mean how could I do the things I do? Well I suppose the point is that I am way too weak and I let things happen to my kids and me.
I just want to die so I can LEAVE all this. But that’s the coward’s way, and I feel so guilty for that and all the other really bad things I do.
Oh man I am just so sorry to lay all this on you, I’m sure you all are in much more pain and suffering than me.
This is why the meds don’t work - I’m not really ill. If they don't work, then they are supposed to look at a new diagnosis. Well I probably have some personality disorder and if I just thought the right way or really worked hard I could be better, I know it. But I don’t. I guess I’m just lazy and fat and ugly too.
I'm so sorry to bug you all.
KarenMRH

I don't really know how to reply to your post, so I am just going to give you a hug!
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From, Heather the "Newbie"
Feel free to post here and vent. YOu are not bothering anyone. If people don't feel as if they can help, they just don't read it.
Please take care
Pamela
I agree with the previous post. If people can't handle it they don't read it. You put triggers and that was a good, kind thing to do.
Sweety, I thought the same you did. How could I be sick, I am just an attention seeking, well you know the drill. You are living with it.
IT IS AN ILLNESS. It's the illness beating up on you. Depression is tricky. Know what, don't trust your own opinion of yourself right now. Just know that right now, for whatever reason, you feel sad and down. And you need help. Having kids is tough. What's your game plan, are you on meds, did you just start, do you have therapy? Both were helpful to me.
Post again, and big squishhhy hugs, Kelly
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