going to try to get help

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Registered: 11-18-2003
going to try to get help
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Wed, 11-26-2003 - 5:34pm
I am going to therapy actually in about 2 hours I have to be there

both my arms are cut up I used up all the space on my left arm had to move to the right arm I am going to try to get up the courage to show her but still affraid.

My best freidns are driving down from Mass they should be here by 7pm and I promised them on sunday that I would go out with them tonight but just not feeling up to it nor do I have the money to do so I have about enough money to pay to get into the door and to be honest I dont want to rush home take a shower get ready then go out drink get upset again ect....

I am just blah and I know my best friend Sareen will get mad at me if I dont go out she already sadi to me Well Erin you promised that you would go out blah blah blah and I really dont want to hear it at all so maybe I should go just to shut her up.

well anyways just wanted to kinda vent my woes before going to therapy I just hope she doesnt put me in the hospital that would not be good at all

I gotta run thank you ladies

for everything I hope one day I can return the favor to all of you.

P.S. Please keep Traci in your thoughts she is a wonderful person and she needs all of us right now.

Erin

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Registered: 07-15-2003
Wed, 11-26-2003 - 7:42pm
(((Erin)))

I am so proud of you! You deserve to be happy sweetie.

Let us know how your session goes.

I'll be thinking of you.

Pamela

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Registered: 07-18-2007
Wed, 11-26-2003 - 7:47pm

((((((((((Erin)))))))))), I'm glad to see a post from you here today.

 

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