Hello everyone

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Registered: 11-29-2003
Hello everyone
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Sat, 11-29-2003 - 6:16pm
Hi everyone! I haven't been to this board in a very long time. I used to stop by about 2 years ago, but just basically quit coming in. I was diagnosed with depression 5 years ago and the doctor put me on paxil. It has worked wonderfully for me, but sometimes I still get really down and cry alot. Today, I have felt really down, so far I haven't been crying but I hate this feeling. When I fell like this, I feel like I am a loser. Like I have let everyone down in some way. I can't explain it, but I was hoping some in here might understand. At first my husband was extremely understanding, but as time passed, he began to tell me to just get over it. This isn't something you can just "get over".

Like I said most days I am fine. But some days I just really want to pull the covers over my head and cry all day long. Especially, during that time of the month. And it seems like the winter time is the worst time for that. I hate feeling shut up in the house.

I am sorry to be unloading on you, but I just really needed to get this off my chest. I am so tirrrrred of these feelings. I wish they would just evaporate. But then again don't we all.

Thanks for letting me vent. I wish you all a safe and HAPPY weekend.

God Bless.

Lisa
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Registered: 07-15-2003
In reply to: ibd14me
Sat, 11-29-2003 - 7:20pm
Hi there

I just wanted to say Welcome! I guess welcome back, even though I didn't know you before!

Hope to get to know you better.

Pamela

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Registered: 11-18-2003
In reply to: ibd14me
Sat, 11-29-2003 - 7:43pm

(((Lisa))) Welcome back.