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Worst I've Ever Been *Triggers*
| Tue, 12-02-2003 - 12:41pm |
Hi. New. I feel worse then I have since depression started 9 years ago. Stay in bedroom most of time. Don't go outside,don't go into stores-husband & kids do. Don't answer/talk on telephone. Keep thinking things will be different tomorrow or I will be better-but no.
Have tried counselor for 1 year-no help-husband needed to go, needed to go to Dr. for meds, but no health insurance, no money & husband not go. Hard to get up & even get dressed, stay in pj's a lot. No job-haven't worked in about 3 years-no energy, no self-confidence, no self-esteem. Wish I could be/do 1/3 what I used to. Would appreciate any responses/suggestions/advice/ideas/feedback, but please be nice-hard times. Have worked before-not lazy-used to work 40-60 hours a week, at Lord&Taylor,Tandy/Radio Shack etc. Used to have drive, courage, energy. Need help. Please?!
Have tried counselor for 1 year-no help-husband needed to go, needed to go to Dr. for meds, but no health insurance, no money & husband not go. Hard to get up & even get dressed, stay in pj's a lot. No job-haven't worked in about 3 years-no energy, no self-confidence, no self-esteem. Wish I could be/do 1/3 what I used to. Would appreciate any responses/suggestions/advice/ideas/feedback, but please be nice-hard times. Have worked before-not lazy-used to work 40-60 hours a week, at Lord&Taylor,Tandy/Radio Shack etc. Used to have drive, courage, energy. Need help. Please?!

I can't be of much help with advice as I am from Canada and it works alot different here.
I just wanted to say welcome.
Pamela