Oh what a night...triggers, maybe

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Registered: 02-05-2003
Oh what a night...triggers, maybe
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Sun, 12-07-2003 - 11:21am
Needless to say, I hate having parties. It always ends in some sort of drama. Last night, that's just what happend. My roommate and my cousin got into a fist fight. I kinda saw it coming as they are both bull headed and set in their own ways. Being non-confrontational, I left and went into my room. I heard all kinds of screaming glass breaking and so on. Then my cousin came into my room, and got her coat. She left. I say good for her, because let's face it. My roommate threw the first punch, and my cousin threw the second one, and landed it...on her left eye. I feel bad, because the last thing I wanted was for a fist fight. My thing is if you can't stand consequences, don't do the actions. Either way, now I'm back to zero. I literally have no feeling. I had an anxiety attack last night. Freaked everyone out. Told Bucky about my depression. It was so not good. I just wanna curl up and die. I hate this feeling. Talk to you later.

Trix

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Registered: 09-12-2003
Sun, 12-07-2003 - 1:07pm

((((((((((((Trixie))))))))))))


Sending some supportive hugs your way!!

Blessed Be!

Laure-co-cl on migraines & headaches

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Registered: 03-22-2003
Sun, 12-07-2003 - 6:29pm

Hi sweetie,


remember what we talked about on IM.. its NOT your fault! They are grownups and deserve what they got..


sending lots of love your way!


*hugs