help me pls. triggers probably big time

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Registered: 02-05-2003
help me pls. triggers probably big time
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Mon, 12-08-2003 - 6:49pm
I don't know what to do anymore. This whole fight thing is getting out of control. I can't take it anymore. I am now being blamed by the father of my roommate for not sticking up for my roommate. It is now all MY fault. You and I both know that it's not my fault, but honestly, these people are crazy. My depression is so in full action, I can't take it. I have been having so many bad thoughts racing in my mind, I odn't know what to do. I can't stop crying. They're going to kick me out if my cousin's don't fully apologize. It's not their fault. It's hers. I won't admit it to my roommate, but I don't know what to do. I can't kill myself because I'm afraid I won't go to heaven. I can't face that right now. That's the only thing I have to look forward to. I'm now a social outcast from my friends, and have never felt more unloved than now. No one (but you guys and my family) cares. I can't take it anymore. I want to stop feeling nothing, and start feeling something. I can't take this much longer. I don't know what to do. Please help me.
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Registered: 02-05-2003
Mon, 12-08-2003 - 7:47pm
So I called my one cousin, and being that she's stubborn like the roommate, she's not going to apologize. I honestly don't know what I am going to do.
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Registered: 03-30-2003
Mon, 12-08-2003 - 7:54pm
first of all i am sending you a giant hug. i am so sorry that you are feeling so badly right now, and the only thing i can say is that i know that you will feel better soon. it is hard to remember when you are in the moment, but the horribleness always passes and good feelings come back. remember that you have gotten through this before, and you can do it now.
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Registered: 07-15-2003
Mon, 12-08-2003 - 9:31pm
Trix I am not sure what happened. But I wanted you to know that I am sending you some hugs.

Pamela

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Registered: 04-07-2003
Mon, 12-08-2003 - 11:10pm

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Sweetie))))))))))))))))))))))))))))


i am so sorry that this is all happening.

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Registered: 09-12-2003
Tue, 12-09-2003 - 5:10am

((((((((((((Trixie)))))))))))


I'm so sorry that you're going through this right now!!

Blessed Be!

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