help me pls. triggers probably big time
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help me pls. triggers probably big time
| Mon, 12-08-2003 - 6:49pm |
I don't know what to do anymore. This whole fight thing is getting out of control. I can't take it anymore. I am now being blamed by the father of my roommate for not sticking up for my roommate. It is now all MY fault. You and I both know that it's not my fault, but honestly, these people are crazy. My depression is so in full action, I can't take it. I have been having so many bad thoughts racing in my mind, I odn't know what to do. I can't stop crying. They're going to kick me out if my cousin's don't fully apologize. It's not their fault. It's hers. I won't admit it to my roommate, but I don't know what to do. I can't kill myself because I'm afraid I won't go to heaven. I can't face that right now. That's the only thing I have to look forward to. I'm now a social outcast from my friends, and have never felt more unloved than now. No one (but you guys and my family) cares. I can't take it anymore. I want to stop feeling nothing, and start feeling something. I can't take this much longer. I don't know what to do. Please help me.

Pamela
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i am so sorry that this is all happening.
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I'm so sorry that you're going through this right now!!
Blessed Be!
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