not sure what my issue is????
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not sure what my issue is????
| Tue, 12-09-2003 - 12:12pm |
am I depressed or feeling sorry for myself? I feel like I am being pulled in differnet directions at all times. I am confused on what to do half the time and i am always 2nd guessing myself on any decision i make. I feel run down and run over on a daily basis. I feel used and then at the same time unwanted. Everyone wants something from me but never give anything back in return. I can not keep up with the standards my husband feels I should be up to with cooking and cleaning etc.... I work full time and have two kids. I try my best but my best is never good enough. i have no support from friends or people i thought were my friends my spouse only thinks im complaining. i truley think my spouse thinks of me when he needs something other then that I am a pest and he does not have time for me. I hate my life i dread wakeing up daily to the same ole crap. nothing changes. i am very very tired of everything and have gotten to the point of not careing anymore. I have talked myself into believeing this is what i am going to have to do for the rest of my life. And to do this without completely going over the edge i do it senseless i feel nothing i care about nothing i get up do my job come home do the chores go to bed and start over again. I have become the biggest bitch in the world no one wants to talk to me. I am short with everyone includeing my kids. I can not help it. i know its not there fault but i can not control my attitude. What is my problem and can something like prozac or paxil help me?
Thanks
DG


Welcome to the board.
Don't worry about that. Nothing stays the same everthing is in a constant state of change and motion. For example your children are growing as they grow they become involved in diffrent things, therefore your involved in diffrent things, someday they wiil marry and have children of there own and your whole life will be diffrent. Everything is always changing.
(((((((((((((((((((((DG)))))))))))))))))))))))
Stay positive,
Jaime