Update, and confession...TRIGS
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Update, and confession...TRIGS
| Tue, 12-09-2003 - 9:52pm |
I know this is totally bad, but I have a confession. I can't stand to tell you this because I know what you're gonna say. I know it's wrong, and bad, but please bear through it and help me as best as you can. I haven't been on my meds, and this crap happening is doing a number on me. I can't stand it. I feel so numb. The terrilbe part is now my friend Bucky is getting thrown into this mess too. He had NOTHIGN to do with it, just as I. We're being blamed for not sticking up for my roommate. I don't know how much longer I can hold on. I'm slipping fast

MariaC
Please take care of yourself.
Sending hugs and good thoughts your way.
Take care,
Lisa-)
(((((((((((((((((((((((Sweetie, )))))))))))))))))))))))))
It is so much worse if you take the meds then don't take them a month later, then take them again.
My kid is yellig for me gotta run. (((((((BIG GIANT HUGS))))))). And let us know what's happening.
And I also agree with the above posts about the meds. Get in touch with a DR ASAP to tell them what's happening. It is dangerous. I did it early on in my Depression and believe me I know I regressed in a scary almost catatonic way.
Kelly
I have a question.....
Why are you not on any meds right now?
is it financial or something or by your own choice?
I would get back on meds if you are able to..
I am so sorry to hear about the fight at the party that sucks and I know that you are in between a rock and a hard place right now between your roommate and your cousin someone you live with with and someone you share blood with touch one.
Best bet do what you are doing now stay out of it you walked away when the fight started you took yourself out of that situation which is good no one should be blaming you for anything what so ever but people can be the biggest a-holes we all know that.
See me I have such an outragious temper (being irish and all) that I probably would have jumped into the fight and gotten myself into a whole lotta trouble but what you did was the right thing so dont feel bad.
I know from your earlier post about the party that you really didnt want to have anything to do with the party and kinda got suckered into it.
I also know that you arent feeling too well (running to the bathroom) and I do hope that you feel better soon.
Take care be safe and try to smile
Erin
(((((((((((Trixie, hon))))))))))), I am so concerned about what is happening!
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