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| Thu, 12-11-2003 - 3:58pm |
I was sitting here reading all of the recent posts today and a huge lightbulb turned on over my head...
As I sat here at my computer at owrk thinking of all the good things that I have in my life but never really saw it hit me this board you ladies are one of the best things that have come my way in a very long time.
I have realized that I am a very lucky woman I really am I have an addorable son and foggy can attest to that I sent her a pic of him and he is bright and sweet funnt lovable truthful he is all of the stars in the sky he is the sun shinning on my face he is the warm wind that blows he is snowflakes on my eyelashes he is everything and more to me.
I have a mom who even though it took her 20 years to see what was going on with me she is still here and she supports me and tries to help and I know that 99 percent of the time I doubt it I know she loves me.
I have a best friend whom although she has majo r issues she still loves me and is there for me the best way she can, I have countless other friends whom also love me the best way they know how.
I have an exboyfriend who has turned into a great friend who has seen it all with me this past year whom knows me best and likes me anyways.
I have a sister who although we are distant at this moment I know she still loves me and would do anything in the worl for me, I have a beautiful neice who is sweet funny silly makes me laugh when I want to cry.
I have a 1 year old dog names lola who is so cute and sweet and just wants you to love her and when she looks at you I cant help but to laugh she is my little love bug even though she is about 70 pounds she is my baby.
I have a job that is stable and pays the bills, I have a car that I hate but gets me to where I need to go and gets me there safley.
I have a great therapist who is always helping me mprove myself and my self worth.
I was blessed to have known my friend keith rest in peace he was all I ever could have wanted and needed in a friend and more I will always love him and miss him...but I was blessed to have known him and to have had him in my life even though it wasnt nearly long enough.
I am lucky..I really am
I want to thank all of you ladies here for you support advice words of wisdom for my life if it wasnt for all of you ladies I would not be here today to type this to all of you.
You all have become so close to my heart and thoughts you have given me the courage to follow my heart and to not give up on my dreams and to chase them til they all come true.
I dont know if any of us truely realize how lucky we all are to have each other I now that we all do not respond all of the time but it doesnt mean that we dont care but sometimes we can not find the words to speak I am guilty of that alot there are some posts where I just dont know what to say or how to react but I do care and I want to reach out but it is hard with the whoe computer thing.
I just wanted to say thank you all of you from my very being I am so lucky to be a part of all of your lives the good and the bad and the inbetween this is a journey I would not have missed for anything as painful as it is at times and as many tears I have cried and bad things I have done I wouldnt change a thing it has made me stronger smarter better.
I love you all.
Erin

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Pamela
((((((((((((((((((((((((ERIN)))))))))))))))))))))))))) Sweetie, you are also a very special part of this board.
(((((((((((((((((((Erin))))))))))))))))))))))),
What a joy to see your post!!
Blessed Be!
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(((((((((Erin))))))))), thank you for that beautiful letter to us!
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