Arghh..

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Arghh..
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Mon, 12-22-2003 - 12:17am

I tried posting this morning but for some reason my IE messed up and the window closed on me after I'd written several paragraphs! Argh!


Anyway..Things have been sorta ho-hum, as with Trac. I'm not feeling very festive. I haven't been turning on the lights on my horrible tree, and am not looking forward to another Christmas without Robert. Yesterday was the anniversary of "Black Saturday", which marks one year since I found out that he's married. Slight depression ensued.


My grandfather sent us all some of my grandmother's jewelry for Christmas. I got a couple of her rings. It meant so much to me to have something of hers. The 18th was the anniversary of her passing..I miss her so much..Now that I'm an adult I wish I'd had time to be closer with her. As kids we don't understand how important that is.


This holiday also marks two years since I was in contact with my dad.


Just thought I'd make an update..


Jenn









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Registered: 07-18-2007
In reply to: jennbird
Mon, 12-22-2003 - 11:41am

(((((((((((Jenn))))))))))), thanks for sharing those details.

 

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CL-ladybug987

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Registered: 11-18-2003
In reply to: jennbird
Mon, 12-22-2003 - 1:48pm

(((((Jenn))))


Sending hugs your way hon.

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Registered: 03-22-2003
In reply to: jennbird
Tue, 12-23-2003 - 7:26am

((((((((((((((((Jenn)))))))))))))))))


Just wanted to give you a hug... I know the holidays always seem to bring out the bad memories as well as the good ones.


Try to take some time this week to make yourself remember all the wonderful things about your grandma and other special people in your life..


Thank you too for that wonderful Christmas card you sent!! Things just got so hectic for me, I havent had a chance to reply but it meant the world to me!!


Love you hun!!

*hugs

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