Holidays,depression,health
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Holidays,depression,health
| Mon, 12-22-2003 - 1:07pm |
Hi everyone, sorry I haven't been around. It seems as soon as things start going ok something is bound to come down and hit ya on the head. I recently was diagnosed with a possible pvns in my right hip. I had surgery two years ago to remove it (a nodule) from my left knee. Now I have one in my rt ankle and rt knee (both of which I have been ignoring) but when the pain in my groin, hip and back got so that I could not move, I knew I had to go to the doc. So, he thinks it is pvns in my rt hip too. I have to go for an mri Christmas Eve. The only way to cure it is through surgery. The complications are that I could need a total hip replacement (it erodes the bone) and I am only 45! The pain has been awful, but it is getting better after 4 weeks. I just don't know how much more of this crap I can take! My pdoc says it is out of my control so not to worry about it. But I can't help it. If I have to have surgery that means time off work. This place has been so good to me giving me every wednesday off for 3 months. I am about to go back full time after the first, and now this. I don't know how they will react. Again pdoc says out of my control don't worry. Easier said than done. I feel like everytime I turn around it is something else, physically or mentally. I am exhausted and just want to feel ok physically and mentally, just one day!!! Sorry, I know all of us are struggeling this time of year. It scares me how I will react without Michael this year. But sometimes I think maybe God is giving me something else to worry about so not to think of Michael. But depression is depression, no matter what the cause. Oh well, enough wining. I hope you all (we all) get through this tough time of year without too many scars. I wish you all the peace and happiness you deserve. Thanks again for being here.
Happy Holidays
Peg
Happy Holidays
Peg

(((((((Peg)))))), I am so sorry to hear you are having more physical problems.
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Peg
Peg, I'm really sorry about getting confused and mixing you up with someone else.
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Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays
Peg