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Hoo-boy...
| Mon, 12-22-2003 - 10:20pm |
Almost two years ago a man I'd loved devotedly for almost four years snubbed me cold and made it clear he didn't want to see me again. I gave him what he wanted and stayed away.
I just got a Christmas card from him. Impersonal but cordial as always. I really think he was just ticking through his address book, and was just being polite. I'll be polite and send him one, but the big gnawing hole inside is opening up again. I haven't cried yet, but I suspect it's only a matter of time. Lord, this hurts! I loved him so much, and he rejected me cold. It left me feeling about a quarter of an inch tall.
The scar's been torn open again.

((((Mary)))), That HAS to be hard on you!
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((((((((((((((((((Mary)))))))))))))))))))))))
I know how hard that must be! Im soo sorry sweetie..
I hope you will hang out again at the boards if you have time.. I have missed you here!!
Sending "angel" hugs!!

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Smile!! Keep those spirits up!
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