Made it thru in one? piece ;) triggers?

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Registered: 03-30-2003
Made it thru in one? piece ;) triggers?
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Sat, 12-27-2003 - 11:46pm
Well, made it thru the holidays thus far in one piece. Got a nasty nasty cold and was a lil bit testy. Hubby and I had a huge HUGE fight on the 23rd, told him to get the flock outa my life he said fine get him a ticket and I said no problem, when my next unemployment cheque got in he would :( He kept pushing and pushing till he pushed too far and I blew up. We went our own ways, and then he came home about 3 hours later and we made up and talked about why we each got mad ect. uggg.. I think we need some seriuos couples therapy in the new year. Soon as I can find the cash we are gonna find some. My brothers came home on the 24th and the whole house seemed to come alive. We all laughed and jokd had a relly good time, ate waaaaaay to much lol but ahhh what a way to lose the waistline. Even hubby " the new guy" as my bro calls him had fun. Limited money meant one pressie each as we drew names too. My husband and I did get for the other. I got him a CD with my airmiles and he had saved some money to get me a really nice pair of earrings.

Despite the fight, and the fact bros went home today, the house is still riding on a good times high. Im having some weird anxiety attacks though. Im on Celexa and am feeling "normal" again for the most part. But the anxiety is so strange, Im freaking out over events, in the past! thats right, things that have already happened, that were horrible and made me feel awful, are makign me feel even worse now. I try to talk myself down, but it dosent work all the time. I made myself throwup the other day over something I have no control over anymore. I just dont understand why... I dont see the doc till later in the New year. Anyone do the same or maybe can give me a lil light on this?

Well, to each of you I hope this New Year will be productive and positive. :) God Bless

Charlene

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Sun, 12-28-2003 - 1:08am

I'm glad you managed to get through the stress and have a nice holiday! *hugs*


Jenn