I DON'T KNOW WHY I KEEP DOING THIS TO MY
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I DON'T KNOW WHY I KEEP DOING THIS TO MY
| Sun, 12-28-2003 - 3:03pm |
self and I wish someone would tell me why but I guess it will remain one of those mysteries in life. I have been out at my parent's house since Friday.I came out on Friday because on Christmas Eve Irv and I took my mom's car home as I don't really drive when it gets dark because I only have one headlight and don't feel like getting pulled over by cops.I had planned on staying overnight Friday and maybe Saturday depending on whether or not Lexxy would be at mom's. I went to the library on both Friday and Saturday. On Friday I got online and looked at somethings I wanted to see and answered emails and then I checked out books for myself.Then yesterday I came back and got online and checked and answered emails and then I went and checked out books for Irv. As you all know my mom and I have a love-hate relationship and that 9 times out of 10 she doesn't understand me.Lexxy did come over yesterday to spend the night and whoever wants to in the family is invited to my aunt's house for a brunch at 11 a.m. on Monday. Lexxy asked me why I wasn't going and I said I don't want to drive that far. Not far really about 45 min but just didn't feel like it. She said I want you to come and I called Irv because I knew he didn't want to go and it would mean me spending another night at mom's. That was fine with him as long as I was ok.I told him the only problem I was having was is that I am still having trouble sleeping all through the night just like at home. Well, last night and this morning my mom has made comments or looks about what I am eating and I just can't stand it. I talked with her earlier about what me and Kara are working on in terms of my weight and how I need to accept myself first before I even try to lose weight and she said she understood and now this. Well ladies I just needed to vent as I am not really sure what the answer is I just know that it upsets me and that I am just rambling my thoughts and I just appreciate the support that is given to me here. Love and Hugs Andrea

Andrea, I know just how it is to be scrutinized for your weight.
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