hello everyone...(triggs?)

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Registered: 03-25-2003
hello everyone...(triggs?)
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Mon, 12-29-2003 - 12:10am
i want to start by wishing you all a healthy and happy holiday season!

i have been very busy with my energy-zapping job lately, which is why i haven't been able to log on in a while. i hope you are all ok out there. i just had a pretty emotional argument with my boyfriend this evening ,(over who knows what) and as i was driving back to my home i could hardly see the road through the overwhelming flow of tears i had. For the first time in a long while i felt as though i wanted to "end" it all- All of the pain, all of the fruitless attempts that i have made since this depression hit, to better my life and move forward- just everything- i feel so scared, alone, sick and disoriented, i just don't know what to do. i get sick to my stomach just to even THINK of the possibility that i will continue going through life this way for years and years to come. I have become so distrustfull, resentful, and anti-social latetly. i don't want to talk to anyone about anything anymore ..what's wrong with me?? How can i ever recover from this?? sorry to lay it all out like this , i just don't know what to do. Thanks for listening.

m

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Registered: 07-15-2003
Mon, 12-29-2003 - 8:55am
((((((m))))))

I just wanted to send you some ((((((hugs)))))).

Are you on medication? If you are, have you thought of maybe increasing your dose? Do you have a therapist that you can talk to?

Does your boyfriend understand your depression? I know it is hard for someone who doesn't deal with depression to understand it, but does he try to understand? That can make all the difference.

Take care sweetie

Pamela

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Registered: 09-12-2003
Mon, 12-29-2003 - 10:06am

((((((M)))))))


Pamela is right when she asked if you were on meds, and if you had/have a therapist.

Blessed Be!

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Registered: 07-18-2007
Mon, 12-29-2003 - 6:07pm

I'm so sorry you are going through this now.

 

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