HAVING A ROUGH DAY TODAY! IN TEARS AND I

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Registered: 05-12-2003
HAVING A ROUGH DAY TODAY! IN TEARS AND I
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Mon, 12-29-2003 - 8:08pm
don't know why!!!!!!!! I spent the night at my parent's and this morning we went to my aunt's house for brunch. It was a very nice get together and there was no reason for feeling the way I was feeling. I had a good day yesterday. I went to my mom's library and printed out some stuff on the 80's that I really enjoyed. I am a child of the 80's and I loved and still love that decade.I came back and watched some movies and did some stuff-writing etc and then went to bed. As is the norm since I started the Risperdal I have been waking at 3 am and unable to fall back to sleep for a bit and then I wake up a couple hours later.Then we went to my aunt's like I said and I love being with my family. Yet when I got there I mostly stayed by myself and felt tears coming on. Finally I just couldn't stop them from flowing and I told my mom and we left. I went home. I did tell Irv and now I am here at the library looking up stuff and printing stuff. I just needed to get this out. I can't understand why this happened. I will call Weiss tomorrow and have them have him call me. I will explain it is urgent. I see Kara on Wednesday morning. In between then I am planning on doing laundry and taking care of my animals. Talk to you soon. Love and Hugs Andrea
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Registered: 04-09-2003
Mon, 12-29-2003 - 11:05pm
Andrea,

It's weird how moods can change so fast, isn't it? Sometimes I can trace it to something I was thinking about or that happened. Other times it just seems out of the blue. The last few days I've been really grumpy and I don't know why. The best we can do at those times is try to let the feelings out in a non-destructive way, like crying or yelling into our pillow. Then take really good care of yourself.

I'm sending love and prayers.

Take Care,

MariaC

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Registered: 11-18-2003
Tue, 12-30-2003 - 12:29pm
Andrea,


honey I am sorry that you are feeling so bad...

That is the worse part of this depression is that you are not garunteed that each day you will will great there are ups and downs and we just have to get ourselves thru those times as best we can for about 3 weeks now I have ben feeling really good happy all that stuff but I have my moments when I just want to cry but I fight it I do things to make me smile or I keep busy til it passes.

I cant promise you that everything will be okay there will always be thngs that will set you off but in time things will work out for you...you posted that you love the 80's I am a child of the 80's also and I am addicted to that show I love the 80's on VH1 and it seems that whenever I am sad it is always on and it makes me laugh my butt off...you have pets right dont they help you out when you are sad I know my dog helps me out alot she makes me smile.

I will think of some other things that may help you..

things will get better in time they will just believe.

Erin

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Registered: 07-15-2003
Tue, 12-30-2003 - 12:41pm
Andrea

I wrote a reply to this post, but it disappeared.

I just wanted to send you some hugs.

Pamela

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Registered: 03-30-2003
Tue, 12-30-2003 - 11:14pm
andrea, good for you for taking charge of the situation! calling and telling them it is important, and taking care of stuff in the mean time will help. i am so happy to hear that you are fighting so hard against your depression! sometimes a crying fit happens- for me it is often hormonal. don't let it get you down- you are doing so well. i hope that you feel better!