APOLOGIES TO EVERYONE! TRIGGS???
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APOLOGIES TO EVERYONE! TRIGGS???
| Thu, 01-08-2004 - 11:14am |
I want to thank everyone for the wonderful support you all have given me and I won't forget that. I am however throwing in the towel. I give up. I can't take feeling like this. I was doing so good and now I am back in that snake pit again and I just can't handle it.I am having separation anxiety not seeing my parent's and I did this to myself. I am sick of not sleeping and I am sick of things going downhill again. I went with my neighbor the other day shopping and I should be happy but grrrrrrrrrrrrr I am not!!!! I hate this and I know what I am doing is selfish and I will pay for it but it has to be better then feeling like this again. Love and Hugs Andrea

Listen! If you are saying what I think you are saying, then I want you to really stop and think. You can't do this because you are special, you have a special husband and family that care about you. You are a part of something much bigger than we could ever understand and so are your troubles. Try to stop for a minute and pray or close your eyes and work your hardest to just think about all the wonderful talents and knowledge and love that you possess.
If you need to call 911 do that. Or just call your parents, you said before you were trying not to do that. I understand that, I am the same way. But guess where I am now? At my Mother's house, I called her this morning desperate and she made me come here. I was waisting away alone in my bed and just being around my Mom and my Brother makes me at least feel like I'm not alone in a black hole.
If you don't feel like you can talk to anyone, send me an email and I'll call you. We can hash it out over the phone! Or you could call the suicide hotline number on the front page of this board. I just want you to think and I don't want you to do what you are thinking about doing. We all care about you and many more people than you can ever imagine love you.
I have been in and out of depression too. It seems like it's harder each time because you just can't believe you are there again and you just want it to stop. You may be dealing with more than just that, and I know it is hard. But just think that if you were feeling better before, you can get there again. And all the ladies here want to help you do that. You can!
Please write again and let us know how you are. Or send me an email.
J
jodiejoey@aol.com
((((((((Andrea)))))))), you don't have to apologize to us for anything.
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