Heartbreaking conclusion.......

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Heartbreaking conclusion.......
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Thu, 01-08-2004 - 12:17pm
I finally came to the conclusion that if I could do it all over again, I wouldn't have kids. Now that is the hardest thing for me to admit, because my girls are my life. They are the one thing that keep me going right now. But it shouldn't be that way. They don't deserve to have to deal with a mother that can't seem to be happy. (And a father too, he has the same problem). It's just not fair. So while I love them to death, I don't know if I did them a favor for being born. I can't stand to see them being hurt.

Ilka



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Thu, 01-08-2004 - 2:28pm
Oh (((Ilka)))

I don't know what to say. I am not a parent but I can see why you might feel that way. But I am sure your daughters love you to no end.

I am thinking of you and sending you hugs.

Pamela

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Thu, 01-08-2004 - 2:36pm

(((((((((((((((((((((((Ilka))))))))))))))))))))))))


I have learned that trying to look at the decisions I have made from the perspective of what I know now, is very hard on me.