A BURDEN HAS BEEN LIFTED A LITTLE TRIGGS
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A BURDEN HAS BEEN LIFTED A LITTLE TRIGGS
| Wed, 01-14-2004 - 12:57pm |
I guess I use the happy icon because what I am about to say I should be happy about but there is still part of me that is apprenhensive. I have been out at my parent's since coming out here Monday.I will be going home tomorrow after I get the front brakes on my car.I came out here on Monday and after talking with Dan about my car and finding out that he can't do anything to help me which I explained in my other posts. I had every intention of ending my life and had even told my dad that I was planning my death. We talked about all the options with my car including reposession. Nothing had been decided as of yesterday. Tammy came over for dinner last night and I found out from Tammy that her friend Kim (who I know through Tammy and who Lexxy just adores) tried to kill herself by overdosing. I asked Tammy for Kim's number and will try calling her later today. I know what it is like to feel how Kim is feeling.Anyway, this morning I woke up and got dressed and came downstairs with every intention of going home today but that changed.My dad asked my mom when I came down if she was comfortable with what they talked about so he could tell me and she said yes.My dad told me that we will keep my car and that they will pay $150 a month towards me car and I will pay the $186.20 for a total of my $336.20 a month car payment. I will still be responsible for my insurance which is $80 a month and now since I have more money because they will be paying half I will be responsible for my own gas and for saving up on repairs that will need to be made.Such a burden to have lifted from me. I know they are doing this so they can keep their daughter alive and I know that they are having money problems themselves in worrying about how they are going to pay their taxes so this isn't exactly easy for them either.I am very very grateful though.Then we also get a monthly allotment on food from the food pantry and so that helps also. I guess this is my birthday present and what a big one it is. Well, I am going to go I have to take gram to the doctor at 1 and it is 12:15. Love and Hugs to all. Andrea
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| Wed, 01-14-2004 - 2:17pm |
i am so glad that some weight has been lifted from your shoulders. please hang in there sweetie though. i also wanted to let you know that i enjoyed 'meeting' you in chat yesterday. take care. hugs.
