New here....kinda (trigger maybe?)

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Registered: 01-18-2004
New here....kinda (trigger maybe?)
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Sun, 01-18-2004 - 10:20pm
I posted on this board about 3 or 4 years ago when I was first coming to terms with the fact that I was clinically depressed and seeking help. It was a great source of comfort for me. After a few months of seeing a psychologist, I stopped feeling the need to post for the added support. Now, I'm feeling bad again. I have been taking Zoloft for almost a year now, and while that seemed to help at first, it doesnt seem to be helping so much now. I hate my life and I know that everything that I hate about it is my own fault. I've created my own problems and my own messes and I don't know how to stop creating them. I don't know how to clean them up either. I feel like everyone around me hates and I constantly feel like i'm being used for some reason or another. I feel like i'm not good enough for anyone or anything and I don't know how to get out of this cycle of being down on myself. I've sat and cried most of the day today and as a result have gotten none of my homework done because I am so unmotivated. I despirately need help from people who know what i'm going through. Anyone who can offer some advice, please do so. Thank you so much for listening!

Carrie

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Registered: 10-03-2003
Sun, 01-18-2004 - 11:07pm
Carrie I am sorry you are feeling so down.
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Registered: 03-25-2003
Mon, 01-19-2004 - 12:34am

Welcome back, sunshine..I'm sorry things aren't going well for you, and I'm really not sure what to say other than take things one day at a time..I hope you find the board to be a source of comfort again..


*hugs*


Jenn









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Registered: 03-22-2003
Mon, 01-19-2004 - 8:55am

Welcome back Carrie!!!

*hugs