Just Don't Care (possible triggers)
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Just Don't Care (possible triggers)
| Tue, 01-20-2004 - 2:40am |
Hey All -
I don't know why I am feeling this way....I have been feeling this way all day. I just don't care about anything. I have been adjusting my depression medicaiton and that could have something to do with it. I feel like I am all alone.....even though I know I have friends. Does that make sense. I don't want to do any of my regular postings like nuggets and e-mails from God. I don't care about it right now. I am sorry if you look forward to those...but I just don't care right now. I have been having killer migraines last week and this week and it is just pissing me off. I was migraine free since October 2003 and now all of a sudden the darn things are back and it is making me very mad. I just want to lay in bed all day and do nothing but sleep and watch movies. There is nothing good for me to do anyway....nothing is worth doing right now. Sometimes I think I should just go on disabiliy for my migraines and depression and that way I wouldn't have to work and I would still be getting money in. I could be getting one thousand a month for sitting on my but doing nothing if I became disabled. That is the way to go....nobody wants to hire me now anyway, so that seems like the right answer.
~Jen~
I don't know why I am feeling this way....I have been feeling this way all day. I just don't care about anything. I have been adjusting my depression medicaiton and that could have something to do with it. I feel like I am all alone.....even though I know I have friends. Does that make sense. I don't want to do any of my regular postings like nuggets and e-mails from God. I don't care about it right now. I am sorry if you look forward to those...but I just don't care right now. I have been having killer migraines last week and this week and it is just pissing me off. I was migraine free since October 2003 and now all of a sudden the darn things are back and it is making me very mad. I just want to lay in bed all day and do nothing but sleep and watch movies. There is nothing good for me to do anyway....nothing is worth doing right now. Sometimes I think I should just go on disabiliy for my migraines and depression and that way I wouldn't have to work and I would still be getting money in. I could be getting one thousand a month for sitting on my but doing nothing if I became disabled. That is the way to go....nobody wants to hire me now anyway, so that seems like the right answer.
~Jen~


You cant just give up and give in like that, try to have a little faith that things will get better for you just give it sometime.
we all have das or weeks when things seem so hopeless and we feel worthless but that is not the case at all we are al worth something we are all priceless actually.
I can not pretend to know what it is like to get a migrane I have never suffered from one but I do get killer headaches from time to time.
Please try to find something good in your life or about yourself to give you that little push that you need.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWW ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Jen))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
I understand that futile feeling.
Yes, I do look forward to your postings on God, but do it when you can and when it fills your heart to do it. It is ok to take a break:-) I really hope you start to feel better. If I could I would come there and give you a big ((((HUG)))) and tell you all will be ok. Hang in there girl. I will be thinking of you. I will look for you here and on Christian singles to see how you are doing, please let us know.
Bless you always!!!
Tina~
Oh Girl, migraines are so awful! I've only had one full blown migrainein my life. I still remember that the pain was searing and I couldn't deal with anything. I know how frustrating pain is because I had a car accident a few years ago. I still have times when all I can do is lay in bed, flat on my back. This damn accident aged me 20 years!
I don't want to be trite and suggest anything, because I'm sure you're under medical care and all of that. Do you post on the migraine site here on ivillage? I don't know anything about migraines, so I'm sure my suggestions would just be annoying.
By the way, I checked out your webstie. It's so great! I love your cat! I was never a cat person until we got our cat last summer. He has converted me. He's actually more loving than our dog! I love all of your pictures, especially the one of your nephew vacumning. That's adorable. My brother would blow a gasket if I put up pictures of his kids, so I won't. But it's very fun to see your family. Also, I used to live in Washington State, as well. I was up in Bellingham. My ex husband was in school at Western. Then I ended up going there myself for a year. My ex is from Federal Way. I think he's back there now, living with his parents again.
Thanks so much for looking at my site. I'll say prayers for you and your migraine situation.
All My Love,
MariaC
Oh, I also wanted to tell you that we love so many of the same movies!!!
Moulin Rouge is one of my favorites, though I always stop it at the end of the scene where they are singing on the stage, so it can have a happy ending!!!
I'm a big Disney fan. I love The Lion King, Beauty and the Beast, Aladdin, and Pocahontas, most of all! I can't say I get into the army movies that you like. That's too dark and depressing for me. I love silly, upbeat movies. My favorite one this year was Elf! Something's Gotta Give was really great too.
Thanks again for checking out my site! It's great getting to know each other better.
Love,
MariaC
Hey, ((((((Jen)))))), what is a barista?
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Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.
Deuteronomy 31:6