New to the group...venting already
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| Tue, 01-27-2004 - 10:04pm |
I Really dont know where to start. Um...I know for a fact that I have depression, a form of it called Dstymia, or however you spell that. A lil info about me...I'm only 21 and I'm a college student. Um...I found out that I had this problem last year, and I'm still not comfortable with it. I guess my reason for coming to the board is for comfort. I am like the most popular person in the world :-) But at the same time I feel like I am SO alone. None of my friends understand or can relate to what I'm going through. In their eyes I am like the strongest person for me to be my age that they know. I'm hoping that I will be able to come here and talk or vent, when I'm angry, scared, hurt, confused, or ready to give up. I am currently in counseling however I'm not sure if it goes the way it is suppose to. My couselor dude doesn't say much, he just lets me talk. For the most part I've kept this depression thing to myself. I'm kind of embarassed, cause like most people belive depression is sterotyped for someone with real mental problems. Those I have told make it seem like I'm the one who is crazy so I don't really talk to my friends or relatives about this. My mother doesn't even know. I used to be real outgoing and fun, and all that good stuff. Nowadays I'm such a loner...I feel like no one can really help me with anything but me. I don't know...I'm confused, hurt, and angry.
Sorry to take up ur time...just had to vent.....

I haven't been having the best day, but I wanted to welcome you and tell you that I am glad that you found us.
All of us here understand...we are have been or are in the same place as you.
Take care
Pamela
Welcome!!
Im glad you joined us and feel free to Vent away hun!
*hugs
Take care,
Trixie