I'm at the end of my rope.....
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I'm at the end of my rope.....
| Wed, 01-28-2004 - 11:59am |
I just have to much going on right now, and I can't deal with it. So what do I do? I eat......been gaining weight, and hate myself even more for it.
I'm working 11 hour days right now, have 2 sick kids at home and I just wanna run away. I just feel like there is end to it. My house is a mess.DH has been good, taking care of the kids and even doing laundry, but he also has to deal with his sister who was just diagnosed with breast cancer. She totally relies on him now all of a sudden, eventhough she won't talk to me. So he is driving her around, her own husband doesn't have time for that. So I just don't know what to do anymore.
I feel so bad about myself, I just wanna curl up in ball and stay there for the rest of the month.

((((((((Ilka)))))))),