I'm at the end of my rope.....

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Registered: 03-26-2003
I'm at the end of my rope.....
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Wed, 01-28-2004 - 11:59am
I just have to much going on right now, and I can't deal with it. So what do I do? I eat......been gaining weight, and hate myself even more for it.

I'm working 11 hour days right now, have 2 sick kids at home and I just wanna run away. I just feel like there is end to it. My house is a mess.DH has been good, taking care of the kids and even doing laundry, but he also has to deal with his sister who was just diagnosed with breast cancer. She totally relies on him now all of a sudden, eventhough she won't talk to me. So he is driving her around, her own husband doesn't have time for that. So I just don't know what to do anymore.

I feel so bad about myself, I just wanna curl up in ball and stay there for the rest of the month.



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Registered: 05-16-2003
Wed, 01-28-2004 - 1:59pm
aw, sweetie. sending you hugs to try to comfort you. i am sorry that things are so crazy right now for you. you are working alot, can you scale down to even 10 hours a day? i hope you kids start feeling better soon. i know that SIL is going through alot right now, but maybe DH can talk to her. it would make things alot easier if you two could be civil to one another. you are under alot of stress and it is okay that you are leaning on DH right now. don't feel bad. as far as the weight, everyone gains in the winter anyway. i turn to food for comfort too. it will get better, hang in there. sending hugs and warm wishes to you now.
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Registered: 01-26-2004
Wed, 01-28-2004 - 8:15pm

((((((((Ilka)))))))),

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