I'm so angry! (triggers)

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Registered: 04-24-2003
I'm so angry! (triggers)
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Thu, 01-29-2004 - 6:32pm
I feel such rage. I just want to scream at the world! My friend Rusty and his wife

Lisa

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Registered: 04-07-2003
Thu, 01-29-2004 - 8:27pm




((((((((((((((((((((((((((Sweetie, )))))))))))))))))))))))))))


I know it is so hard to see things like this happen, but remember you weren't there.

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Registered: 02-05-2003
Thu, 01-29-2004 - 9:15pm
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss sweetie. Part of the healing process is to be upset and angry. Don't be so hard on yourself though. It wasn't your fault, and there's notihng really you could have done to prevent this awful tragedy. Sometimes with depression, it's hard to control your impulsivity. I would suggest talking to a therapist or a doctor about this, especially if you are dealing with depression youself. I wish I knew what to say, but I do know not to be so hard on yourself. I promise that you're oging to get through all this, and we'll all be here for you!

You're in my thoughts and prayers. Take care sweetie!

Trixie

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Registered: 04-24-2003
Fri, 01-30-2004 - 5:59am
Thanks (((((Trac)))) and (((Trixie))))). I know better :) Sometimes it's hard not to let the depression take over. I am feeling somewhat "normal" this morning, whatever that is! I know it wasn't my fault and there was really nothing I could have done. I am going to the shrinkiedink today :) Let him pry this brain a while...lol. Maybe the brain fog will be gone today ;) Thanks ladies, it's nice to know even though I don't post often, you are all always here :)

Lotsa love and hugs this morning!
Lisa

Lisa

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Registered: 03-22-2003
Fri, 01-30-2004 - 4:31pm

Dont be sorry hun, Of course you had to get that out and im glad you did! But please dont be angry at yourself... There is nothing you could have done ... Just being their friend was the best thing you could do..


I dont have a lot of words right now but I do have lots of HUGS!! ((((((((((((((((lisa))))))))))))))))))))


Please post as much as you like... I know it helps!


Love you!


*hugs             

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Registered: 04-09-2003
Fri, 01-30-2004 - 4:51pm
Oh God, Lisa, I'm so sorry.

One of my closest friends in high school was murdered by his stepdad when I was 16. It's just so horrible and wasteful, and tragic. His stepdad was an alcoholic. He went to jail, but it didn't bring my friend back. He such a great life ahead of him, a football scholarship to college. He was a very real guy. The most real person I think I knew in high school. I felt guilty for still being alive when he was dead. Everything in life became so meaningless for a long time.

I'm very sorry. It's awful. I'm sending you and your friend's family prayers and positive thoughts.

All My Best,

MariaC