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I AM HERE AND HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING TRIG
| Sat, 01-31-2004 - 5:11pm |
I am here and I haven't done anything. Some serious planning but unable to follow through. I saw Kara yesterday and I did tell her about the way I have been feeling and about all the stuff that went on this week. I already had my hour at the library but Marilyn was nice enough to let me come back on but if someone comes in that needs a computer then I have to go and if that happens I will finish posting Monday. Kara says I will never have normalcy because I have a mental illness and that it is just like someone with artheritis that some days you will have good days and some days you will have bad days. She also says that I need to limit the time I go out to my parent's and not stay for like a week at a time because it affects my illness for one and it also affects my relationship with Irv and it also affects my relationship with my family because after awhile they start to take advantage she feels. I started a couple's journal for me and Irv to write to each things that are on our mind and that we can discuss and in it he pointed out me helping everyone and how he wants me to start living our life at our home. Today Irv and I went to Naperville and returned books I had that were due out there and we came right home. Didn't pop in at parent's as I just left there Wednesday and Mom called last night to see how we were handling the cold. I then baked some blueberry muffins and did some cleaning up in the kitchen but I have to take breaks when I work because of lower back pain. I had to return a book here at my library and so I thought I could see if i could drop you all a line cause I am not out to worry anyone.Depression is a bad illness but I keep trying to plug through it. Irv and my family would be devastated if I killed myself and I know some of you here would be too. I am going to go home and watch a movie since there isn't anything on tv. I will also read some books I got from the library having to do with healing and nature. I love nature and this cold weather is giving me cabin fever and making me nuts. Barb, I will recommend that book Healing With Nature for your booklist and I have a couple more that I will give next time. Love and Hugs Andrea

(((((((Andrea)))))))), thank you for letting us know how things worked out.
FINALLY you write back! I am so glad you didn't do anythign to yourself! I wsa so worried adn I don't really even knwo you, I just know how you feel.....
HUGS
Sara