WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS! Triggers??

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Registered: 05-12-2003
WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS! Triggers??
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Wed, 02-04-2004 - 11:20am
I should be happy and here I am ready to cry my eyes out! Last night I went and got a haircut,the first one in a long time and it was gram's birthday present to me. I like it. It's shoulder length cut about 3 inches off. My bangs and sides feather back and I really do like it. I told gram that she did a wonderful thing. Then this morning I came to the library and I went through the drive thru to put books in the slot and rolled down my window and couldn't get it all the way down or back up. It went off the track and it was horrible. I drove over to my dad's mechanic and he got it up and told me not to put it down until it gets fixed which he said will cost about $270.00. UGH!!!!! I can't afford that at this time nor in the near future and if I ask mom and dad to help they will but since they are also helping me with my car payments that means that one month they wouldn't pay my car payment! Don't know what to do. I called Irv and talked to him and he said don't worry but I swear I almost cried. Every shortcut my old mechanic took to help us save money because we don't have money is hurting us in the long run. I talked to Kara yesterday and told her when I see her on Friday that I need meds and I told her about this woman the other day when I was at the library I was getting out of my car and had my door open and leaned in the backseat to get my purse and some woman told me to move my fat you know what out of the way. I was flabbergasted and hurt. I know I am fat but it doesn't mean you have to be rude. I am taking Lexxy tonight to see the Cat in the Hat so that should be fun and I need to pull myself together before then. I can't have her seeing me all upset. I told Kara that I am on a hate me destroy me thing and really need help in getting my self esteem back up and get the depression under control so I can handle crisises and such. Just needed to vent. My mom asked me what I want for my birthday and I told her a gift certificate to Borders and she couldn't believe it. She thinks I have enough books but I told her I am doing alot of reading and some books I would like for my own so that is probably what I am going to get for my birthday. Love and Hugs Andrea
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Registered: 07-15-2003
Wed, 02-04-2004 - 11:45am
(((Andrea)))

Well, at least it isn't summer. You don't really need to put your window that much in winter. Oh wait, where do you live? I am thinking of here in Canada! If you are in a wintery place, then you can save up for the window.

Thinking of you sweetie.

Pamela

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