Hello friends! (trigs?)
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Hello friends! (trigs?)
| Thu, 02-05-2004 - 1:22am |
I know that i have been "Missing in action" for quite some time now- and believe me- it is NOT by choice! i am so unbelieveably over -worked both at my job (10 hr days) PLUS 2 college courses at night and online. I miss you all and i hope you are all alright. As for me, i honestly don't know how i go through my crazy non- stop days- i guessed it's because i'm forced to (i need to support myself)but as far as my depression- i really feel as though it has continued to get much worse. i am not only mentally and physically exhausted - i still have horrible nightmares- the whole 5 hours of sleep that i can squeeze in- IF i'm lucky! i feel as though i'm still stuck in this hamster wheel, and now the only difference is that the speed has been kicked up a few notches! I don't even have energy to cry or do anything- but i really do not have much of a choice- i am still thousands of dollars in debt and i am feeling once again extremely hopeless. Have i just become used to the idea of this is what my life has turned into? Me being a "depressed" lost soul, who is barely existing to pay some bills?? HELP! When will this finally end...where can i find "the light"??
Hugs to you all.
m
Hugs to you all.
m

Sorry to hear that things are going so terrible for you right now.
Have you tried to consolodate your debt? I did that this past summer and it has helped somewhat.
I have to head off to work now, but I just wanted to say hi and welcome.
Pamela
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good to hear from you hun! Sounds like life is a rollercoaster right now for alot of us, so no worries about posting Though its ALWAYS good to hear from you!!
Sending lots of Hugs and support and hamster food
*hugs