Hello friends! (trigs?)

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Hello friends! (trigs?)
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Thu, 02-05-2004 - 1:22am
I know that i have been "Missing in action" for quite some time now- and believe me- it is NOT by choice! i am so unbelieveably over -worked both at my job (10 hr days) PLUS 2 college courses at night and online. I miss you all and i hope you are all alright. As for me, i honestly don't know how i go through my crazy non- stop days- i guessed it's because i'm forced to (i need to support myself)but as far as my depression- i really feel as though it has continued to get much worse. i am not only mentally and physically exhausted - i still have horrible nightmares- the whole 5 hours of sleep that i can squeeze in- IF i'm lucky! i feel as though i'm still stuck in this hamster wheel, and now the only difference is that the speed has been kicked up a few notches! I don't even have energy to cry or do anything- but i really do not have much of a choice- i am still thousands of dollars in debt and i am feeling once again extremely hopeless. Have i just become used to the idea of this is what my life has turned into? Me being a "depressed" lost soul, who is barely existing to pay some bills?? HELP! When will this finally end...where can i find "the light"??

Hugs to you all.

m
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Registered: 07-15-2003
Thu, 02-05-2004 - 8:55am
Welcome back (((((((m)))))))

Sorry to hear that things are going so terrible for you right now.

Have you tried to consolodate your debt? I did that this past summer and it has helped somewhat.

I have to head off to work now, but I just wanted to say hi and welcome.

Pamela

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Registered: 05-12-2003
Thu, 02-05-2004 - 12:24pm
Just wanted to say I am glad to see you are back and just give you some hugs for hanging in there with the full load you got! There is light it just takes awhile to get to it. Love and Hugs Andrea
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Registered: 03-22-2003
Thu, 02-05-2004 - 4:50pm

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((M))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))


good to hear from you hun! Sounds like life is a rollercoaster right now for alot of us, so no worries about posting Though its ALWAYS good to hear from you!!


Sending lots of Hugs and support and hamster food Mouse OX Wheel

*hugs