Kara was right! Triggs?? Maybe Long!

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Registered: 05-12-2003
Kara was right! Triggs?? Maybe Long!
Thu, 02-05-2004 - 12:39pm
I agree with Kara that when I spend to much time out at my parent's that it starts to affect my illness but what can I do when they need me to help with Lexxy? I have been out here since Monday and I will be going home tomorrow and then Sunday Irv and I have to come back out here for a birthday party for me and gram and to celebrate my anniversary. I already wrote about my car window in another post and I have told the family that I want cash so I can start saving up towards getting the window fixed. I left this morning and came to the library just so I could get away from the house for a bit. My mom seems to be in a mood this morning and I think she is just worried about my sister's surgery today. My dad is not feeling well but he doesn't tell anyone what is wrong with him. Lexxy goes non-stop and that is hard. Everyone is getting fed up with Tammy. I am stuck in the middle because I love my family with all my heart and I don't like to see disagreements or tension. Ugh! What to do what to do? I got the haircut which I like and the girl that did it is really good and I will plan on trying to save money so I can get it cut again in a few months by her. I have for at least a month now not been biting my nails and so they are growing back. I just need to remember to keep them out of my mouth when I am stressed. I have to work on eating less because my clothes are starting to get too snug again and I just got these clothes for Christmas. I am having alot of trouble with my self-esteem. I don't have any but Kara promises mne we will work on it. I want to go home so bad but ah one more day. I am going to have Irv tie me to a chair so I can't get out here. LOL! So much tension and stress at my parent's house. Plus I am getting cabin fever for being stuck in the house on really cold days this winter. I can't wait for spring. It is not to bad yet today. I am going to leave the library and go down to the Riverwalk and take some pictures before heading home. Love and Hugs Andrea