question for all?????????
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| Thu, 02-05-2004 - 3:00pm |
simple question really when you think about it..
Marnie asked me that question but not in so many words, she asked why get out of bed in the morning???
I told her to go to work pay my bills take care of my son and dog have a roof over my head a car to drive ect......
she said that those are great answers but too obviouse I agree.
I told her that I was afraid to be happy that each time I try to be happy it doesnt last so I have become accustomed to being miserable all the time and actually grew used to it and am now afraid to be happy to experiance pure joy in my life.
I told her that I started on the diet pills again that I feel huge fat ugly not saying they are the truth but just what I feel how I cant eat with out the guilt another thing to be unhappy about.
So I would like to know some of your answers to that question up above why would we rather be certain we are miserable than risk being happy???????
Erin

I dont think we want to be certain we are miserable hun, but as you yourself say,,, Being Happy involves Risk... its not something that is going to last forever and I think we forget that,, or rather we have come to believe that if happiness is not going to last its not worth having at all and That is SO not true!
I recently read something that I think is very appropriate here... Its about an old english blessing that wishes people "ENOUGH"
*hugs