SISTER IS OK BUT I AM NOT! TRIGS?

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Registered: 05-12-2003
SISTER IS OK BUT I AM NOT! TRIGS?
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Sat, 02-07-2004 - 12:56pm
My sister went through all her tests this week and everything so far has come back as not cancer so that is a good thing. I am glad she is ok but I am not ok. I saw Kara yesterday and it doesn't look good for me. She had a client of hers attempt suicide Monday night. A client who lied to her just like I do when I say I am fine and I am not just so she won't put me in the hospital. She says that if I talk suicide to her she will put me in the hospital if I have a plan. No ifs ands or buts about it. I can't help it right now but that is how I feel. Like a big fat nothing and that I don't want to exist. So upsetting! I can't write anymore right now or I will burst into tears. Love and Hugs Andrea
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Registered: 03-27-2003
Sat, 02-07-2004 - 1:20pm
I'm so sorry you're feeling this way, Andrea. I know how upsetting it can be to hear about someone else attempting suicide...I felt really bad when I heard something similar from my old psychiatrist. But that doesn't mean that you're going to end up harming yourself too...you just need to try as hard as you can to be completely open with Kara. She only wants what's best for you, even if it is hard to see that at the time.

I wish I could show you how I see you...as a very worthwhile, caring person who deserves a great life. Even if you can't see that, please try to realize that there is hope for you...especially if you are open with your therapist and let her help you when you need it.

Please hang in there,

Rose

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Registered: 07-15-2003
Sat, 02-07-2004 - 1:52pm
(((Andrea)))

Glad to hear that your sister's tests came back okay.

I am sorry to hear that you are having a rough time of it. Please take care.

Pamela

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