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| Mon, 02-16-2004 - 9:23pm |
I really appreciated all the hugs and support this past couple of days.
| Mon, 02-16-2004 - 9:23pm |
I really appreciated all the hugs and support this past couple of days.
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I'm wondering -- and this may be way off base -- about the painting.
Pamela
You know Barb there may be something to what you have said about passions.
Im sorry things are so bad for you.. I wish in my heart I could something..... Im here for you.....
*hugs
*hugs
I'm so sorry for the way you've been feeling blah. I had no idea. I know I've been pretty consumed in all of my "erinisms" to even worry about you. I'm so sorry! I only can hope that things are going to start looking up for you, and if you need me, you know how to find me. I'm always there for you!
Love you lots!
Trixie
that's funny about your therapist asking you those leading questions. i have been really skinny my whole life (some of it i'm sure comes from my stomach problems that they can never really find a solution for) but my mom has the same body- anyways, my point is that they always ask me leading questions about eating disorders. now i just get annoyed and after a few questions say "i'm not anorexic!" it always makes me feel like they aren't paying attention enough because it is so obvious if they did that i don't have an eating disorder- i am too addicted to chocolate! but it is nice that she was covering all of the bases, and hopefully the change in meds will be good. i bet when the weather changes you will feel better too, this cold dreary stuff is not good for depression! have you ever gone to a tanning booth or used those lights? i go tanning once a week-ish and i feel like it is my rejuvanation- like i got some condensed time in the sun. (i know it's bad for my skin, but hey- i look pretty and it helps my depression) the lights don't have uv if that would make it better for you.
that is sweet about the guy in colorado. it is nice to have him showing such continued interest in you- everyone needs someone to remind them how special they are!
i hope that you are feeling better soon!
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Trac)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Sweetie, I've been away for a few days and when I got back and read your post I wanted to just head over and give you a great big IRL hug!
((((((Trac))))))
I know how you feel about your painting.
CL for The
Trac,
I am going to do my best to give you a great reply, but dont know how well I will do with it but here goes nothing.
I posted a week ago about fear and how I have these great fears in my life for asically anything that means that I may need to take a chance or a risk, I wont even go up to a guy I think is attractive for fear I will be rejected.
So anyways, point being is this you love to paint do it forget what your parents say or do it doesnt matter do it for yourself, it makes you happy and I am sure they are all beautiful and if caly and trixie want one go to it unleash everything inside of you and let it all come out onto the canvas you never know what may appear before your eyes all of those emotions feeings anxieties all of it will appear onto the canvas and you never know you may impress yourself with how great it will look.
I know I am not making that much sence but trust me paint I do artwork with stencils I love it and am actually atarting something next weekend involving my dressor and mirror they are so blah, I did my slidding glass door in my room with vines all around it then roses going up the window and I frosted the window so no one can look in and that makes me feel good do what makes you feel good.
thinking of you.
Erin
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