why is weight so important to me???

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Registered: 12-05-2003
why is weight so important to me???
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Thu, 03-11-2004 - 7:57pm
losing weight HAPPINESS gaining weight sadness what's going on, all my world ruled by weight, and i dont know who should I talk to and how to modify it....

thanks for being there!

zamora
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Registered: 01-26-2004
Thu, 03-11-2004 - 9:50pm

Welcome to our board, Zamora!

AcornLeaves
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Registered: 11-18-2003
Fri, 03-12-2004 - 2:41pm


Zamora,

Welcome to the board.....

I have a few questions for you please dont take them the wrong way that is not my intent at all it is just to help me get a better grasp on your own situation.

You stated that loosing weight makes you happy gaining weight makes you sad..

Are you a compulsive eater?

do you eat in secret?

do you skip meals or not eat at all?

do you weigh yourself almost everyday?

Do you work out excersize way too much or for too long?

do you pinch your skin and call it fat ?

do you see yourself as someone who fills up an entire room wondering how anyone else could possibly fit in it because you see yourself as being huge?

The reason behind my questions is this I am obsessed with my weight I used to weigh myself every day oinch my skin skip meals or skip a week of eating, I would take laxatives water pills vomit I still take diet pills cause I am afraid to get fat and I work out like 6-7 days a week I have some form of an eating disorder but it doesnt have a real name....

So I can relate to what you are feeling about the weight issue, there are alot of boards here that you may find interesting and helpful.

I hope I was not too inquizative.

Erin