THINGS NOT GOING SO WELL! TRIGGS?

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Registered: 05-12-2003
THINGS NOT GOING SO WELL! TRIGGS?
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Sun, 03-14-2004 - 1:35pm
I don't know why but so so sad today and having thoughts of ending my life. I am taking a home correspondance class in Early Childhood Education and even though it is being done on my own time I feel like I am falling behind because I don't study nearly as often as I should. I took a test about a 2 weeks ago and got a 75 which I know is a C but I am not happy with it as my first two tests were 100's and my second two tests were 90's but when my depression is bad I can't concentrate on anything. I am at the library now because I told Irv that I had stuff to return which I did but also because I have the thoughts of ending my life and want to be alone to decide what to do. I told Kara and Weiss when I saw them on Friday that it is getting harder and harder to fight these feelings but I keep trying. Anyway just wanted to vent. Love and Hugs Andrea
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Registered: 01-26-2004
Sun, 03-14-2004 - 1:46pm

((((((((Andrea)))))))), I am glad you were able to get yourself out of your apartment for a while and spend some time at the library.

AcornLeaves
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Registered: 05-12-2003
Mon, 03-15-2004 - 10:00am
Yes Barb my friends were at the library today and I drive to the library. Irv is doing good and he gets out with me when we go somewhere together. I could look into a cat shelter nearby the only thing is I am strapped and always have to make sure I got enoguh money and gas in my car to get there and nine times out of ten I don't. Still thinking about ending my life I feel I can't go on like this. Love and Hugs Andrea