Here is an update on myself...

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Here is an update on myself...
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Sun, 03-14-2004 - 8:17pm
Hello,

I felt exhausted last week, because I didn't sleep well. Just the commotion with my father's stupidity and his fantastic comment(note the sarcasm!). He's been ignoring me now, and only talks to me when he wants too. He doesn't say hello, or doesn't even say "Goodbye" when he leaves. I'm so tired of this. Because of my loans, I can't move out. I need to find a job first, and still looking, but don't finish school till April. I have applied to different places so far. I'm just utterly fed up! I'm starting to get physical pains again on my left side. Abdomial pains - left side...had them before, and I'm going to way it out for a week before I go and make an appointment with the doctor. I do have IBS, early stages of diverticulosis and this damn depression. I'm trying to take one day at a time, and one thing at a time. This past Friday, I lost motivation and concentration to do some homework which I have assignments to do and hand in. Luckily my mother came with an idea that I should go out for a bit, and luckily that helped, or else I would be really scared since I'm supposed to graduate this year. Lately, it's been an effort to wake up, and do stuff. I haven't had the motivation to do laundry of all things, which I'm running out of clothes to wear now, but still, it is an effort for me now. I need to do some really soon though. I don't know how much I can handle this anymore. When is this all going to end????????? Is there really a light at the end of the tunnel, because right now I can't even see it. Also, at the end of this week, I find out if my grandfather still has cancer or not. He is going through a full body CT Scan tomorrow and don't get the results by the end of the week I believe. They already taken out some of the cancer in his body(from the lympthodes). So, all in all, nothing is going right for me right now.

Thanks for listening...Kristina

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Sun, 03-14-2004 - 8:43pm
Hi Kristina!!

I also have IBS, have you ever tried something called Prodium (sp)? I used it for awhile, and I exercised and started eating better and now I rarely have problems with it. It's just an over the counter med, you don't need a prescription. Also, FYI, if you CAN get your doctor to write it up on a prescription pad, when you buy it there will be no tax on it. A little known secret! So glad I have someone to share my Cdn secrets with! lol

I hope your grandpa is going to be okay. Cancer is so scary.

Take care sweetie.

Pamela

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Sun, 03-14-2004 - 8:48pm
Thanks for the CDN tip! lol, I never knew that! I'll look into! Kristina