Insecure and unhappy
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Insecure and unhappy
| Mon, 03-15-2004 - 8:02am |
I'm 20 yrs old and I think I have had mild depression since I was bullied aged 13. There would just be times when I would cry for no reason and feel bad about everything.
Before Christmas my boyfriend said that I should go to the doctor because it was beginning to affect our relationship. Unfortunatly, he also went through a few personal problems and he broke up with me because he said he was so confused and he didnt know whether he loved me any more.
Naturally, I was very very upset and I cried for ages. But within a week of us breaking up he came to see me at work and said he'd made a big mistake and that he wanted me back.
We are not back together yet-we are sort of seeing each other as Im not ready to commit yet. The problem is because of what happened I have become very insecure about the relationship and get very depressed if he doesnt text me or he says something I dont like.
Im analysing everything and its making me very depressed. He keeps saying he doesnt know how he can prove to me that he loves me and that I just have to trust him. I feel bad because I keep whinging at him about how bad I feel and I feel if I carry on like this I will push him away. Can anyone help me please?
I cant see my doctor because he is fully booked up for the next month so Im stuck.
Any advice, or kind words would be very much appreciated.
Before Christmas my boyfriend said that I should go to the doctor because it was beginning to affect our relationship. Unfortunatly, he also went through a few personal problems and he broke up with me because he said he was so confused and he didnt know whether he loved me any more.
Naturally, I was very very upset and I cried for ages. But within a week of us breaking up he came to see me at work and said he'd made a big mistake and that he wanted me back.
We are not back together yet-we are sort of seeing each other as Im not ready to commit yet. The problem is because of what happened I have become very insecure about the relationship and get very depressed if he doesnt text me or he says something I dont like.
Im analysing everything and its making me very depressed. He keeps saying he doesnt know how he can prove to me that he loves me and that I just have to trust him. I feel bad because I keep whinging at him about how bad I feel and I feel if I carry on like this I will push him away. Can anyone help me please?
I cant see my doctor because he is fully booked up for the next month so Im stuck.
Any advice, or kind words would be very much appreciated.
xx

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