Crying Sessions, Dark Hours? (triggers?)
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Crying Sessions, Dark Hours? (triggers?)
| Wed, 03-17-2004 - 8:16pm |
Hi
I find myself tonight crying endlessly, thankfully I am not alone but I was wondering if anyone else here goes through this?
It's like you feel so much pain, so much sadness and its all dark and there isn't any light at all, all you can do mostly is cry and curl up like a baby and be held. It took me so long to be able to come here and type this. I guess I wanted to share my gloomy experience with someone in case it happens to you too.
Its so powerful this urge to cry and be held. It's like I'm so scared of my own thoughts, my own voice in my head.
I'm okay now though. Just sharing
I find myself tonight crying endlessly, thankfully I am not alone but I was wondering if anyone else here goes through this?
It's like you feel so much pain, so much sadness and its all dark and there isn't any light at all, all you can do mostly is cry and curl up like a baby and be held. It took me so long to be able to come here and type this. I guess I wanted to share my gloomy experience with someone in case it happens to you too.
Its so powerful this urge to cry and be held. It's like I'm so scared of my own thoughts, my own voice in my head.
I'm okay now though. Just sharing

Yes, sweetie, I know what you are talking about.
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I hope you have a good day!
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Just Me
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I've been through that several times in my life -- the endless crying.
In my case, all the denial of the breast cancer, the divorce, the unahappiness at work topped by almost losing something else that I love was just too overwhelming for me to handle.
I think we've all gone through it at one time or another.
Hello,
Okay I am going to sound kinda stupid right now but I do not really cry I mean Icry but not alot I always saw it as a sign of weakness for me thatis I do not see it that way for anyone else I feel that they are brave for letting it all out I am the type of person who holds it all in that way when I really want to beat myself up I have it stored inside of me and can just kinda go inside and use all of those things to make me feel worse, I am my own worse enemy you see I have a motto it goes like this there is nothing you can say or do to me that I already havent said or done to myself I can not be hurt because I hurt myself everyday I know I am sad maybe I do need to get it out and cry a good cry it is just hard for me.
Okay now that I have sat and talked about myself I am sorry for that by the way, I think that it is good that you can release those feelings and emotions I wish I could do that but do not let yourself slip so far into it that you cant get out..
I am glad that you posted here it is a great place to get what is on your mind out of it.
Hope we all have been of help and insight to you thus far.
Erin