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feel like I am crazy
| Tue, 03-23-2004 - 8:05pm |
I have been going through some periods of ups and downs and lots of anxiety and I feel like my mind won't rest. I was diagnosed with Bi-polar when I was in middle school. I am now an adult and over the past years I have been dealing pretty good with my depression. But lately it seems to be coming back more often, like its in cycles. Like today, I had to take half a day because I could not make it through; I was crying and I was extremely tired. So I went home and relaxed and took care of myself. This also happened in January of this year. I have been taking my medication like I am supposed too, but I sometimes wonder does it really help? I also have been having thoughts that maybe I could get in a car accident and maybe that would take away some of my pain from my depression! Don't get me wrong I DON'T want to kill myself!
I came from a family that has a long history of mental illness and alcoholism, my dad also suffers from Bipolar, however he was not diagnosed til he was in his 40's and my mom suffers from periods of depression. I just wish sometimes that I could get a break from it all. I stopped going to my psychologist because I felt I was doing ok, but now I think that I should go back, so I can have some one to talk to. I just need support right now and any suggestions that would help me.

Hi, (((((((Redhead197924)))))))!
HI Redhead!
Welcome to the board!
*hugs
I actually went to work today, but it was really hard, I just kept trying to stay busy! But now I am really, really tired. Well, I am a fighter so, tomorrow is another day to battle.
Well, I am a fighter and tomorrow is another day to battle.
Thanks again
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