dr. appt went bad.....poss trigg
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| Tue, 03-23-2004 - 10:59pm |
I told my husband, and he freaked. His mother had a scary bout with cervical cancer and had to have a hysterectomy because of it. I feel so bad for worrying him. I should have waited till I knew if we were looking at benign or malignant, or if anything is really wrong at all. But now I am scared. I know I don't take very good care of myself, but this is not a price I want to pay. I have a beautiful five year old girl. I am trying to tell myself that I really don't know if anything is wrong, but I am getting more and more scared. I am only in my mid-twenties!
I know we had not planned on having more children, but now I worry about not being ABLE to have any. I know that's jumping the gun, and I know that I really shouldn't borrow worries, but so many things are running through my head. I don't want to tell anyone else until I know for sure what's going on, but I really needed someone to talk to about this that I can be scared to. I feel like I have to be reassuring to my hubby, so I can't break in front of him.
Thanks for listening
sara
| Tue, 03-23-2004 - 11:52pm |
