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| Wed, 03-24-2004 - 9:13pm |
I know I haven't been here in a while, but life has thrown me for a looper. A few times. First, I started therapy last week. I feel better, however I feel like I'm getting way more depressed than it's helping. I know that therapy is good, it's just getting past the first part that is hard. Second, me being clumbsy, I slipped and fell, and sprianed my foot. yes, my foot...don't ask me how. I was totally walking in one of my schools, and wasn't paying attention and TOTALLY wiped out. Was there ice? nope, it happend inside. Was there water on the floor!? Nope. I'm just naturally clumbsy. Figures. So, that's really got me down. Why, I'm not sure. Things at home really aren't that great with my dad being a jerk, and telling my mom that he wants a "quickie divorce" and "regrets having the kids." Don't get me wrong, but usually it's in one ear, and out the other. Everything has been bothering me lately. I'm so sensitive. I hate it. On top of it all, tonight Randall, the boyfriend, told me that he felt "distant" from me, and that he gets frustrated that we don't spend time together. Even though he's been studying. On top of it all, he starts his rotation on Monday. So he told me that we wouldn't be seeing each other that often, and that "we'll see what happens." To me that sounds like breaking up. I can't stand feeling this way anymore. I feel that I have one rejection after another. I also found out today that I was laid off from my job, with only 5 others, even though they said there would be a lot more than 5. Figures that I would be the one that gets cut. I'm so tired of coming in last place all the time. What did I do to deserve all this? I'm so tired of it all. I can't take crying anymore. Thanks for listening.
Trix

Hello there, (((((((Honey)))))))!
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Erin))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Hugs to you, aw sweetie, what a couple of months you have had.