Thank's I feel a little better

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Registered: 03-27-2004
Thank's I feel a little better
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Sun, 03-28-2004 - 10:49pm
Well I am going to see my kid's tomorrow and may get to bring my daughter back with me. I am leaving my son though because I do not want to pull him out of school for the 4th time this year. I will go back to get him in may as long as my aunt does not try to take custody of him. CPS closed my case because my kids are not with me so there is no help there. They won't even help with the protective order against my husband now but did say I had to get the divorce and he could not be around the kids even supervised now or they will take them and put them in foster care. I do see a pschyatrist once every two months and get refills on my meds for bi polar and depression but no counsling. I am at a loss. Not only do I need counsling but so does my children. My son is so angry right now. Both of there worlds have crumbled they were abused, lost there only daddy they have ever known, lost there house, and there mother temporarily. I feel awful about all of this. They should have never had to go through any of this. It took me so long to leave because I was scared. At one point right before my husband was arested he told me if you love something enough you let it go and it will come back to you and if it doesn't then you hunt it down and kill it. He was referring to me and that scared the life out of me. My doctor has me over medicated though and I have not been taking my meds because of that. I need a new doctor and counsler. I just want to be happy for once. My kids make me happy I love them so much. I am actually afraid of what my husband will do when he gets out of jail. He goes to court next month and may get out. He knows where I am. If my son testifies they may keep him longer but I don't know if it is a good idea he is terrified of him. Well that is all for now I will post again when I get back with my four year old daughter. She is so cute. To ladybug how do I get in contact with catholic charities again?counsling that way some how?
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Registered: 01-26-2004
Tue, 03-30-2004 - 5:37pm

Honey, I'm sorry I didn't answer this sooner!

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