Hanging in there

iVillage Member
Registered: 03-23-2004
Hanging in there
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Mon, 03-29-2004 - 7:04pm
Well I am going to call my dr. to get in earlier than May, so he can check my meds. I also cancelled my appointment with an EAP counsler because I was afraid that my employer might find out why I went there.

Today was a tough day to get through, I had to force myself to work hard and keep my emotions in check. For a few hours I would be happy, then an hour or so later I would feel BLAH!! My mom said that I am cycling, and that is kind of normal for people with Bi-polar?!? But I am proud of myself for making it through another day without going home. I am just scared that I might be going down hill too fast, and I don't want to end up like I was in high school, where my parents had to partially hospitalize me. I have not felt like this in a long time. I like coming here because I feel like there are people out there who can listen, and I like that I can express my feelings.

Hoping to feel better soon:-(

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Registered: 04-07-2003
Mon, 03-29-2004 - 8:44pm

Sweetie,