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PainHurts
| Mon, 04-05-2004 - 11:55am |
There is pain in my abdomen. It is sharp, constant and scary. I cannot have sex with my husband for the pain. I cannot sleep for the pain and I cannot think of anything but this pain. I am already depressed and taking 2 antidepressants. I have been suicidal recently. I made a dr. appt. but I am scared to even ask off work for this appt. People here are so nice and I do not want to take advantage. i answer the phones and me leaving will only put pressure on others. I want to cry. I want to just go home and sit quietly with a heating pad and cry alone. I have painkillers at the pharmacy but they will not let me have them. Isn't that stupid? My dr. prescribes medication and the pharmacy won't let me have them. I want to talk to someone but I do not have a friend or mother i can go to. It is so depressing. I Had surgery in Oct. 2002 and I'm afraid I might have to have it again. I'm afraid I won't be able to have kids. The last dr. told me to have a full hysterectomy. I didn't do it. And now the pain is back. I hate this and I am helpless against it.

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