happy easter/happy passover & update
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| Mon, 04-12-2004 - 1:32am |
i had a really great weekend. i went to talk to my boyfriend about the stuff i had been talking about, and realized before he could even really say anything that i understood and was ok and was blowing things out of proportion. he gives me almost all of his free time- when he isn't with me, he is usually working late and then going straight to bed. he is working towards making partner soon at a giant company, and it is important to him, and because i love him i don't want to make him feel like he has to worry about me whining or being mad at him if he is working towards something that he has wanted since before he knew me. he is so great about devoting whatever time he has to me, and wanting to be able to be there for me totally and give me his full attention- and when we started talking i realized how tough work has been for him lately and i would rather be there to support him then whine that he is working too much and i want to see him. i won't bore you guys with the details, but he reminded me this weekend what a wonderful guy he is- a lot of it because he is so nice to me and doesn't even know he is doing it. like when i say thank you for something nice he did, he doesn't understand why i would say thank you because it is something he just would do. i am so in love, and i realized that is what matters, and the rest will come.
side note: have you guys ever heard that it is bad luck to wear a ring on your left ring finger that isn't your engagement ring? i was trying on one of our friend's rings that i liked and i was trying every finger and that was the one it fit to try on- the friend and my boyfriend both freaked out and said i couldn't wear anything but the engagement ring on that finger. is that weird? how would he even know that? maybe he is thinking sooner rather than later (wink wink- hope hope) ;) i am like a kid with a crush and i have known him a year! i will stop gushing now!
well, my stomach has not been behaving, so i should go to sleep and take care of myself! even though my body has been a wreck, i have been so happy i have been ignoring it. i made a new friend and my other friends that don't live that close spent lots of time with me after my last post. so i am feeling way more loved and less lonely! now, i am scared i will jinx myself by talking about good stuff because it seems to be the way- so i will stop now and hope the good stuff stays! i hope everyone is doing well!

Hey hun,
I have to make this short cause I am taking off from work for a bit I need a break from this day...
I just wanted to tell you how happy I am for you that things are going so great for you and your boyfriend, I am glad that you both see just how lucky you both are to have one another..and dont worry good things will always continue to go your way.
Erin
P.S.
How was passover for you?